last published on Feb 28, 2010

So it's been awhile, again. More than awhile; just over a year since I posted to this blog. I've been slacking, in more ways than one. Anyway, here I am. Back to blogging.

Last night, in a semi-druken haze induced by Stoli Blackberi, I realized (with the help of a friend) that I'm not really enjoying my life. Don't get me wrong, I like my life. It's a pretty good one. I'm blessed with a great husband, 3 wonderful kids, some pretty awesome friends, a reasonably nice house in a reasonably nice neighborhood, I've got a good job... the list goes on and on. But for some reason I'm not enjoying it. This is no one's fault but my own.

I'm a firm believer in the idea that we make our own destiny. Fate is a whimsey I don't take part in often. Happiness is a choice. How we live our lives is up to us. Do I live my life bitching about the silly things or do I wake up every day thankful I get another day in this pretty great life of mine? My choice.

Point of my rambling thus far; today I start enjoying things a little bit more.